I paid the man and he took my money without blinking an eye…and now I’m down all that stuff and can’t make it out to pay the rent.
He stole from me my means to an end…I have no way out…no way to keep things close…to allow things to happen…no way to keep it goin strong.
When I replay over and over that moment…over in my head…I get so mad I wanna hurt some one…wanna hurt myself…you know what I mean?
Do you see what I’m telling you?
This ain’t no Ken and Barbie shit this is real…real life poverty knocking me out of the game…and I’m running…running on soul and the ice…is its real thin…like it don’t matter anymore if I’m dead or alive.
You get what I’m telling you?